In the pantry I keep a full bag of flour,
Waiting for you to fade from the wedding picture.
Our exchange of apples was tradition and
Youve been nothing but a failed math test
On a shaky balcony. Head on the headboard,
Standing by the oven, Im baking a new room for you.
The trips we took to the chinchilla farm
Where we paid to pick blueberries—
Thats where you used up the room I had for you.
Kansas, I cant travel with you any longer.
The rattle and shake of your shutters
Is the girl you really wantcollapsed
Beneath books, selling herself off
One by one. She chews on her fingers,
Lost in the tangle of your tether.
Im scheduling an appointment for amputation.
Seven shots of novocain and you still seem to love her.
Dont leave the room; Ill be right back with my instrument.
Joanne Straley's poems have appeared in The Paris Review, The Denver Quarterly, Red China Magazine, and Rhapsodia. She is the author of Stingray, a chapbook of poems.