The gossips whisper their reproaches
was it my fault I was too young for the war?
A muddy rain spoils every picnic
but the fields are thirsty the farmers are poor.
My talent lies in kissing and pretending
and climbing barefoot up a trellis in the dark.
The neighbors are sharpening their pitchforks
though no one dares to tell us. In the park
I found her note pinned to a linden
her hair ribbon snagged in a pine
All the world worries a lover
when all the world seems like a sign.
I crossed the weedy river
and floated along to her door.
She promised me a portrait of the roses:
Forever Pearl and Malakoffs Tour
Gloire de Dijon and Marechal
the Souvenir of Malmaison;
I promised her nothing but trouble
my être had no raison.
Her hens pecked the grain from my pockets;
her cat ate the butter-fat.
You needed a coupon for coffee so I
brought her some cherries in my hat.
She stowed her watercolors in the rowboat
I threw my books in the stern;
The oars dripped blue across our shoes
and we banked in a bed of ferns.
The crazy maid shattered the porch roof
while the merry-go-round never stopped.
Cannon pounded in the distance
(or was it thunder?)every ear felt the pop.
As for us we were always falling deeper
than the tides and the moon
Deeper than the quarry and the well
and the shadows that hide at noon.
All this frenzy set the cocks a-crowing
she let me pick the table and the chair
The olive-wood glowed to embers:
she let me let down her hair.
I kissed his ear and his elbow she sang
and the silky side of his thigh.
I kissed his knees I kissed his lips
and then he waved goodbye.
Our little spirit flitted
as fast and light as a moth.
Shameful they said unlawful
a troth in the end is a troth.
Love is a lapse and lovers liars
the father weeps the mother sighs.
The wagons are circling
below the bedroom floor.
One laughs too much
the other cries.
The honeysuckle lost its honey
and the hens took their grain indoors.
Frost leveled the ferny banks
and ice grew thick on the oars.
I saw her face in the water.
I saw his face in the glass.
Some of us live in the present
and some of us live in the past
But its the bootblacks marching toward the future
who trample the summer grass.
The gossips whisper their reproaches
was it my fault I was too young for the war?
A muddy rain spoils every picnic
but the fields are thirsty the farmers are poor.
This poem is part of BRs special package celebrating National Poetry Month.
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Susan Stewarts most recent book of poems is Red Rover. She was honored in 2010 with an Academy Award of Arts and Letters, and teaches at Princeton.

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