You are not my mother so you hold
my hand tighter than you should.

The wind blows my Indian feather,
And throws red dust into my face.

This is supposed to be fun, but when
We reach the Savannah stage I am terrified.

Your son, my half brother, is cold
He does not chip to the dollar wine.

This Kiddies’ Carnival experiment
Has gone awry. I’ve lost my axe.

You say you have to leave me here
It is five o’clock and Panorama is tonight.

You are going and my father is going
But my mother is staying home and

I am staying home to wash all this
Glitter and Vaseline off my small body.

But somewhere near that Savannah stage
The crowds crush my black cardboard axe.